It sucks that I can't talk to you anymore. & Even if you think this is all bull, hurting you is the worst feeling in the world. In my eyes, you'll always be my best friend, & I still love you, regardless of whatever happens.
I wish I could play the piano. I wish we never fought. Cause I knew we were gonna make up anyway. I wish you didn't leave me. I wish I wasn't sick. I wish you would just get out of my head. I wish I could go outside and take pictures and feel pretty. I wish I had a million dollars, to spend at Urban Outfitters. I wish I had a pack of cigarettes right now. I wish I had some caramel coffee right now. Because I'm sick of these teabags. Give me something new, Give me something new. I wish you would both still want me back. Cause I miss you both quite terribly. & I'm sorry if I treated you like shit. I'm a fucked up kid. I wish you were still here. I wish you knew how I felt right now. I wish you would just come back and tell me you loved me, You know, like you used to every night?
I guess the only good thing about Saturday School yesterday morning was getting to see the sunrise, in the blistering cold. Other than that, I cannot wait until Halloween. From now on, I'm gonna just do whatever the fuck I want. Fuck everyone else.
The Abraham Lincoln town cars arrive to dispose of our king and queen, they orchestrated dramatic new scenes for Celebritarian needs. When one world ends something else begins, but without a scream just a whisper because we just start it over again. Do you love your guns? Your god and your government? Let me hear you.
'cause everytime i look at the stars, you're the first thing that comes to mind.